Dear Anxiety

Dear Anxiety,
Saturday nights are for the following:

1. Sleeping (obvious)

2. Staying up late and relaxing or partying or just having fun

3. Pampering (at home pedicure, face masks etc)

4. Watching movies or your favorite Netflix indulgence (mine currently being 90210)

5. Folding laundry or doing any chores you don't want to do on Sunday


Anxiety, I think you would agree that this is a pretty solid list.
I do not appreciate that I have done almost all of these things except number one.  Trust me, I tried but you decided to wake me up and here I am.

Anxiety, please come again another day. I mean, it's inevitable that you will so why not just let me get a proper sleep tonight?
Thanks.


My anxiety has been so bad this week, I can't even begin to describe that nagging feeling to you this week.  The anxiety attacks I've had in my car, the tears and sickening feeling...
I just need it to go away for a little bit, but it doesn't.  Any tips? 

Enjoy the rest of your weekend! 

Skincare Favorites!

New video is up on my channel....finally.
I think I love skincare more than makeup...okay, maybe not but I do have an obsession with finding the best skincare products for my skin and doing the best to ward off wrinkles.
Have a great Friday and an amazing weekend!

Who I Used to Be

Hello Gang!
Happy weekend!
It's Friday night and I am sitting here reading my old blog.

I am having quite the laugh reading it.
I have changed so much and it's funny reading how I used to flirt with a boy (my current boyfriend), who was seventeen at the time and I was twenty one.

You can head on over to that old blog of mine and endure the torture of reading what seems to be a thirteen year old's diary or I can fill you in on who I used to be.

-I used to stay up really late. I mean really late, like four o'clock in the morning.  I now can barely keep my eyes open past 9pm.

-I was boy crazy.

-I was flirty.

-I was so confused.

-I was very much into Twilight.

-I pushed people away like crazy. I wouldn't let anyone into my life.

-I wrote a lot of lists.

-I used a lot of pictures from Tumblr.  I still like those pictures.

-Ughh I was so confused.

-My ideas about the relationship I was in were bogus.

-I can't believe I quit my job because I was upset about my love life.

-I was terrified of being loved and showing love to others

My how the times have changed.

That blog was really just a bunch of rambles, yet people read it.

If you're intrigued by what I've told you head on over to myroomisred.blogspot.com and enjoy!

Happy Sunday! Have a fantastic week!

Where's the Teen Drama?

While I plan my next post (this one) I am sitting on an uncomfortable, ferry seat, smelling delicious but terrible for you french fries and listening to children scream.
I hope I've planted that image into your head while you read this.

Should this be a haul post? I just did some damage in The City so it could be.
Do I bring up the subject of how I can't find a good drama on television anymore?

I finished "Gilmore Girls", again. I wish I counted how many times I've watched the series (I lost count at 7 back in 2013).

I've moved onto "The O.C." and I am currently on season 4 (the episode where Ryan & Taylor go to the alt-world, hilarious). Also, Boyfriend and I are re-watching "Breaking Bad" at bedtime (forgot how much I love that show).

I have plenty of comedy shows in my life, my favorites right now are "The Mindy Project" and "The Office".  But I'm craving that teen drama I've watched in the past (The O.C., 90210, Gossip Girl etc)

They just don't make them like they used to.

Well, there's a slight fog over the island that is my home.  I estimate 30 more minutes on this vessel. 

And all I've done is complain again.

Have a wonderful Easter!